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Speaker: Good morning, I'm
Krisan Marotta, and this is the
Wednesday in the Word podcast.
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Today we're studying
Philippians chapter 3, verses 12
through 21.
This is the ninth talk in our
series on the book of
Philippians.
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Philippians 9.
Thanks so much for joining us.
What do you do when you sin
repeatedly?
I'm talking about what the
literary world calls character
flaws.
What do you do when you see
something about yourself that
you hate and you want to change
and you can't change it?
Maybe it's quick temper or
selfishness of some kind or
sarcastic tongue or a pattern of
thoughtlessness.
You learn this trait exists and
you decide you want to change
it, you muster up all your
resources, and it doesn't work.
Say you resolve to be a better
wife or a better friend, a
better student, a better
daughter, you're determined, you
read all the books, you pray,
you memorize verses, and you
fail.
Maybe not immediately, but
eventually.
Or maybe the effort to keep
yourself in check takes such a
toll that a different kind of
sin flares up until you crack.
Well, how do you handle that
situation?
Now some of you may be
surprised to learn that this
type of failure would describe
anyone at a church.
In fact, I would say it
describes all of us.
It's just that most of us are
probably too spiritual to admit
that we struggle with sin,
particularly if it's a specific
sin that we're aware of and we
desire to change.
Say you resolve to try harder,
you pray more, you enlist the
supportive friends, ask them to
hold you accountable, and you
have a success for a short
period of time, but eventually
you slip and you fail.
Anger gets the best of you, or
that just vicious sarcastic
remark just slips out of your
lips before you can stop it, or
you take your husband for
granted, or degrade your boss
behind your back, or blow off a
project or homework that you
know you should be doing or
something.
Flirt with a married man at the
Starbucks counter.
Despite all your efforts, all
your best intentions, and all
your resolve, you've slipped up
again.
Now what?
Well that's a question we're
gonna be able to answer by
studying our passage today.
We're looking at the last part
of Philippians chapter 3, but
just to review, in the section
we looked at last week, Paul
said the power of the
resurrection was working in him
and he was looking forward to
the resurrection.
In this section, he's gonna
clarify what he means by
perfection, and in the process,
I think he gives us a very
valuable perspective on how we
should view our struggles with
sin now.
But first let's review.
Paul wrote this letter during
his first Roman imprisonment,
which would date it somewhere
around 60 to 62 AD.
The Philippians have sent him a
gift of financial support.
Paul and the Philippian Church
are on good terms, they have a
warm and caring relationship.
As a church, they are doing
basically well.
Paul is writing this letter to
thank them for their generosity
and sending him a financial
gift.
He also wants to assure them
that he's doing well even though
he's in prison, and primarily
he wants to encourage them to
persevere in and live out their
faith.
So he's been writing through
the first two chapters about
their common hope and their
faith and how that can bring
them together in spite of the
many ways they disagree.
He's encouraged them to work
out their salvation with fear
and trembling, and he's not just
urging them to be nicer or get
along and behave better, he's
confronting them with the issue
that embracing their salvation
has implications for how they
live and conduct themselves on a
daily basis.
So starting in chapter 3, he
shifted to a new but still
related topic.
His major concern is still that
they sincerely embrace the
gospel and live consistently
with their faith.
But now he warns them against
the Judaizers.
The Judaizers were a group of
Jewish Christians who taught
that in order to be saved, you
not only needed faith in Jesus,
you also had to keep all the
laws of Moses.
Part of Paul's response to that
issue was to tell his biography
and how he had all the supposed
advantages of keeping the law,
but he didn't count on any of
that in order to be saved.
In fact, he considered all
that, his pedigree, his
Jewishness, his stellar ability
to keep the law as a detriment
because it kept him from seeing
that he needed a savior.
So, insofar as it encouraged
him to believe that he was doing
okay and led him to believe
that he was right before God and
that he didn't need the blood
of Christ, he says that was
actually a disadvantage to him.
Instead he had to let go of all
that and learn to count on only
on faith in Jesus.
So to set the stage last week,
I'm going to back up to verse
eight, he ended with this
thought.
Indeed, I count everything as
loss for the surpassing worth of
knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.
For his sake I have suffered
the loss of all things, and
count them as rubbish in order
that I may gain Christ, and be
found in him, not having a
righteousness of my own that
comes from the law, but that
which comes through faith in
Christ, the righteousness from
God that depends on faith, that
I may know him and the power of
his resurrection, and may share
his sufferings, becoming like
him in his death, that by any
means possible I may attain the
resurrection from the dead.
So he's been urging them to
live their lives in a manner
worthy of the gospel.
He's been arguing that the
gospel should make a difference
in the way they live and speak
and act.
He's talked about the problem
of the Judaizers and their false
teaching and the fact that you
don't have to keep the law in
order to be saved, and that
could lead to some confusion.
Because on the one hand, he
said you don't need to keep the
law, and on the other hand, he
said you have to live like that
you believe the gospel.
So how much difference does
believing the gospel make?
If I'm still struggling with
sin, does that mean I don't
really believe?
If I'm not keeping the law, if
I'm failing in the law, then
what does that mean for living
out my faith?
So should I be worried about
whether I true or not I truly
believe if I'm still sinning?
That's part of the confusion
that could arise.
And I think that's the question
he's gonna go on to address, or
at least clarify.
I see this section as a bit of
a tangent, or at least a pause.
It's a kind of let me be clear,
here's what I'm saying, and
here's what I'm not saying.
He's just said that he wants to
obtain the resurrection from
the dead, and he's gonna clarify
and say, here's what I'm mean
by that, and here's what I don't
mean.
After saying then in 3.8 to 11
that he counts all his personal
accomplishments, his pedigree,
his law keeping as a loss in
order to gain Christ and to
obtain the resurrection from the
dead, he then goes on in 312
through fourteen.
Not that I have already
obtained this or am already
perfect, but I press on to make
it my own, because Christ Jesus
has made me his own.
Brothers, I do not consider
that I have made it my own, but
one thing I do, forgetting what
lies behind and straining
forward to what lies ahead, I
press on toward the goal for the
prize of the upward call of God
in Christ Jesus.
So the this in 312, not that
I've already obtained this,
refers back to the resurrection
from the dead in 311.
And that raises the question,
why is it necessary for Paul to
say, not that I've already
obtained this, this
resurrection?
Wouldn't that be obvious?
Anyone talking to him would
know that he is the same
physical Paul that he's always
been.
Well, the New Testament writers
talk about the resurrection as
having both a present sense and
a future sense.
The future sense is what we
often refer to as glorification,
the physical resurrection that
will happen at the second coming
of Christ when our bodies are
transformed from earthly bodies
that are mortal and that die to
heavenly bodies that will never
die.
That's the future sense.
The thing that will happen to
us at the second coming of
Christ.
But there's also a present
sense, and that is the idea that
the same power that's going to
bring that resurrection about,
and that already brought about
Christ's physical resurrection,
is at work in us now.
It's maturing our faith,
conforming our characters to be
more Christ-like.
And I think that's the sense he
means.
Yes, it's obvious he has not
been physically raised or
perfected or resurrected yet.
But what about being freed from
sin?
Has that happened?
And to that he answers, no.
If you think that living a life
worthy of the gospel and living
out what you believe means you
will now live a life of perfect
obedience and never struggle
with sin, then you have
misunderstood me.
That's not something I mean to
imply.
So I think it's in that present
sense that he says, not that
I've already obtained this or am
already perfect.
That power is still working in
me.
I have not yet reached that
perfect goal of faith and
perfection.
The process is not finished.
God has begun a work in me,
changing me, but his work is not
yet complete.
We know from 2 Timothy 2.18
that there was some kind of
false teaching circulating about
the resurrection.
In that verse, Paul talks about
some men who have gone astray,
seeing that the resurrection has
already taken place.
Now we don't know exactly what
they were teaching other than
that the resurrection had
already taken place, so we don't
know if they were teaching that
glorification, that future
resurrection has already taken
place, or if they were teaching
some kind of present
resurrection such that believers
ought to be living a sinless
life now.
There's lots of speculation
about what they were teaching,
but we know at a minimum that
there was a false teaching
circulating about the
resurrection.
And given that that is out
there, it's likely that Paul's
saying, I don't want you to
misunderstand me.
You may have heard what these
men who have gone astray are
teaching, and I don't want you
to think that I agree with them,
whatever it was in particular.
I don't agree with them, I have
not already obtained the
resurrection.
So there is a present sense in
which the power of God is at
work in me through his spirit,
but it's a work in progress.
I press on to make it my own,
to reach the place where that
power will be fully realized and
reach its goal, but I'm not
there yet.
So, yes, the power of Christ's
resurrection makes a difference
now.
Yes, we have died with Christ,
we now live with Christ, but
don't misunderstand me.
I, Paul, am not saying we've
got the power to live a
perfectly obedient life.
Lest you think this idea of
perfect obedience is an ancient
heresy, you still run into this
teaching today.
It's in the victorious
Christian living movement from
several years ago, it pops up in
the emergent theology movement
today, it's lurking behind some
of the teaching today on
spiritual disciplines and
spiritual formation.
It was popular several years
ago in the no reckon yield
theology.
It comes up over and over
again.
This idea that we can be
completely free from sin now,
and all we have to do is
appropriate the power in some
way.
It's just an idea that keeps
coming back with a new name and
a new face.
And Paul is rejecting this kind
of theology.
Just in case you missed it, he
repeats himself three times.
In 3.12, he says, not that I've
already obtained this or I'm
already perfect, but I press on
to the gold.
In 3.13, he says, I don't
consider myself to have made it.
And just in case you missed it,
one more time in 3.14 he says I
press on toward the prize.
Well, why am I pressing on
toward the prize?
Precisely because I don't yet
have it in full.
So he really wants to emphasize
this idea that he does not
think he has arrived at the full
power of resurrection now.
He wants to make it clear that
there is still a future hope and
that one day at the coming of
Christ he will obtain a
resurrection that is promised,
but he is not there yet.
He uses this language of an
athlete running a race.
Look at 313 and 14.
Brothers and by brothers, you
could say brothers and sisters,
he means everybody in the
church.
I do not consider that I have
made it my own, but one thing I
do, forgetting what lies behind
and straining forward to what
lies ahead, I press on toward
the goal for the prize of the
upward call of God in Christ
Jesus.
This is the language of a
runner, focusing totally on the
finish line, straining with each
step to reach the goal, not
looking back to what's behind
him, but continually focusing on
the finish line and what lies
ahead.
So he's looking ahead to finish
the race to arrive at the goal
so that he can lift the trophy.
That's the metaphor he's using.
When I was in junior high, all
of us were forced to compete in
a field day competition, which
was a day I dreaded with all the
angst and anguish only a
seventh grader can imagine.
My one and only compulsory
event was the 440-yard dash.
It was one time around the
track, and I picked it because
it was the least amount of
torture.
I was a basketball player and I
had no idea how to pace myself,
so I took off the starting
block the way I would sprint
down the basketball court, and
consequently, somehow, I got
myself way out in front of the
pack.
About halfway round the track,
I realized something was up
because of the way the crowd was
cheering and reacting.
I tried to look over my
shoulder to see what was
happening, and my best friend
who was skipping around inside
the track to coach me started
yelling, Don't look back, don't
look back, keep going, don't
look back.
Because she was actually a
runner, and she knew that
looking back would slow me down
and would increase the chances
that I would fall.
And I think that's the metaphor
Paul's using here.
Like a runner were to press on
toward the finish line, just
keep your eyes focused on the
end of the race and run toward
it.
So there's no point in worrying
about what happened in the race
so far, that's over and done.
The runner has to focus on what
lies ahead at the finish line.
So forget the past mistakes,
the goals in front of me.
That's what I'm thinking about,
that's where I want to go,
that's my focus.
So the resurrection is a
present reality, not in the
sense that we have fully arrived
at all its power.
It is a present reality in the
sense that the power of God that
raised Christ from the dead is
now working in us to ensure that
we will cross that finish line,
that we will make progress
toward that goal.
314 then finished his biography
that he began in 3.4.
So he said, Don't listen to the
Judaizers, don't let them tell
you that your focus should be on
keeping the law of Moses.
Even though I, Paul, was a
stellar Jew and an expert at
keeping the Mosaic Law, that's
not what I'm counting on.
I consider all that law
rubbish.
I've put my focus on Christ.
I'm looking forward to the
forgiveness and the fulfillment
of all the promises that come
through faith in Christ.
I'm focused on faithfully
following Him, even if it means
joining Him in His sufferings
and being rejected as He was
rejected.
I count on His power that is
already at work in me to keep me
faithful and to one day raise
me completely, get me across
that finish line, and give me
the prize of the glorious
resurrection and life with Him.
That's the sense of what He's
saying.
What he goes on to say in the
next verses then is how he
thinks about His life now.
And he says, I tell you this
because I want you to think the
same way.
In 315 through 17, then, let
those of us who are mature think
this way, and if in anything
you think otherwise, God will
reveal that also to you.
Only let us hold true to what
we have attained.
Brothers or sisters, brothers
and sisters, he means everybody
in the church, join in imitating
me and keep your eyes on those
who walk according to the
example you have in us.
Well, right off the bat we have
an interpretive issue.
In 312, he says, not that I am
already perfect, and here in 315
he says, Let those of you who
are perfect, it's the same word
in Greek.
Now the English Standard
Version, which I just read, has
tried to clue you in that he
means something different in
each verse by translating it
with two different English
words.
They use perfect in 312 and
mature in 315, but in Greek it's
the same word, and we want to
ask the question, how do we put
that together?
So first let's make sure we
understand what this word
perfect means.
Paul uses this word a lot, as
does Jesus and James too.
But our English word perfect
doesn't quite capture the idea
of the Greek word.
We tend to think of the English
word perfect as being without
flaw.
So something is perfect if it
has no blemish, no defect or no
imperfection.
But the Greek word focuses more
on the idea of arriving at a
goal.
Most often in New Testament
usage, this word means something
has arrived at what it is
intended to be.
So an acorn has the potential
to be an oak tree, but it has
not yet arrived at that goal.
Once the acorn has become a
mature oak tree, it is perfect.
It has grown into that which it
was meant to be.
It has arrived at the goal.
It's not perfect and complete
in the sense that it has grown
into what it was intended to be.
The oak tree may be weathered,
it may have lost some branches,
it may be worse for the wearer,
scarred by lightning strike,
it's blackened in a few places,
maybe blemished and broken.
So it may not be perfect in the
English sense to look at, but
it has become that which was
intended to be.
It has grown from an acorn into
a sapling, into a large and
fruitful oak tree.
So it has matured, it has
reached its goal.
Now I would argue that a mature
Christian believer is not
perfect in one sense, and is
perfect in another sense.
We are not perfect in the sense
that we have arrived at our
ultimate goal.
We are still sinners.
We still fail, we still falter,
we still act selfishly, and we
still experience all the
corruption and the futility of
the world.
I think that's what Paul's
getting at in 312 through 14.
Not that I have already
obtained that sense, not that
I've already become perfect in
the sense that I no longer
struggle with sin.
There is still an ultimate goal
that we have not arrived yet,
and that is our future hope.
We want to arrive at a place
where God raises and transforms
these mortal bodies into
something glorious and releases
us fully, finally, and
completely from a corrupt and
fallen world into newness of
life through faith in Christ.
We will become the people He
intended us to be, holy and
worthy and blameless before Him.
So like an acorn that is grown
into an oak, we will become that
which God always intended us to
be, but we're not there yet.
So in that sense, we're not
perfect.
But there's another sense in
which we can be perfect, and
often the New Testament
translates this word mature in
those instances as we see there.
So the issue is not our
ultimate transformation into a
sinless life, but the issue is
where are we on that journey
from acorn to oak?
So faith goes from being small
and tentative into strong and
mature and established, and
that's a process.
That's a journey that we are
steadily making progress on and
moving towards.
And we can talk about how far
into the journey we are by
talking about how mature we are.
Are we a little sprout just
barely poking up from the soil?
Are we a two-foot sapling, a
six-foot tall tree, or somewhere
in between?
So how perfect, how mature are
we in that sense?
How much have we grown?
Given we've not reached our
ultimate goal, but our faith has
made progress.
Our faith has been tested and
stretched and established such
that we have reached some level
of maturity or growth, and I
think that's what he's getting
at in 315.
So Paul is saying, those who
have been walking with Christ a
few years, those who have been
tested and beaten and weathered
by the storms think this way.
We have gained this perspective
on life through the journey.
Our faith has become closer to
what it ought to be, and we have
made some progress toward
maturity.
We don't arrive at a complete,
sinless perfection in this life,
but we are getting stronger.
We are getting more mature.
We are arriving at a goal of a
strong, mature faith that
perseveres through trials and
holds fast to the word of life.
I would paraphrase 15 to 17,
something like this.
I have shown you the priorities
of my life.
That is, I want to be justified
by faith in Christ.
I want to follow Him, even if
it means suffering with Him.
I want the focus of my life to
be running the race and arriving
at the goal of a new
resurrected life.
Those of us who have arrived at
a mature faith, join with me in
thinking this way.
Now, I know that we may not
agree on everything, you may
disagree with me on a particular
issue, but God will help you.
Understand better one day.
But as for now, we have arrived
at a common understanding of
what the fundamental truths of
the gospel are, and I urge you
to keep living in light of what
you already know.
My life is an example of this,
and there are others who live
this way, and you should observe
them closely and seek to
emulate them.
So he is saying, look to me as
an example, and there are others
around you who can be an
example of this same perspective
on life, demonstrating this
kind of mature perspective.
But, he goes on to say, there
are those you don't want to look
to for an example.
This is 318 through 21.
For many of whom I have often
told you and now tell you even
with tears, walk as enemies of
the cross of Christ.
Their end is destruction, their
God is their belly, and they
glory in their shame with minds
set on earthly things.
But our citizenship is in
heaven, and from it we await a
Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ,
who will transform our lowly
body to be like his glorious
body by the power that enables
him even to subject all things
to himself.
Now note in this section the
contrast between the earthly and
the heavenly.
The enemies of the cross of
Christ have set their minds on
earthly things.
They do not have in mind the
race that Paul just talked about
and the prize at the finish
line.
So they're in this for what
they can get now.
Their God is their appetite,
they're all about satisfying
themselves now.
In this age, that's their
priority.
Their glory is their shame.
In other words, the things they
think are glorious about their
lives now, because they're cool
or hip or beautiful are actually
to their shame.
The things that they would look
at and say, look at me, isn't
this glorious?
Whether it's beauty, wealth,
education, intellectual
achievement, hipster pride,
resume stars.
Paul says they should be
ashamed because they're focused
on the wrong goal.
They have set their minds on
this world rather than the
salvation that comes through
faith in Christ, and their end
will be destruction.
And we might ask at this point,
is Paul still talking about the
Judaizers or is he talking
about some other group?
It's possible that he could
still be warning about the
Judaizers, but this seems to me
to be a more general warning
about the sorts of things they
might run into rather than a
particular group of people or
warning about a particular group
of people.
The language of 318, I've often
told you about this kind of
thing, suggests to me that this
is a more general warning about
a general type of people.
Now the Judaizers would most
likely fall under this umbrella,
but I think lots of other
people might be under there with
them.
What's important here is note
the contrast.
Are you a citizen of this world
seeking fulfillment now,
seeking the joys and comforts of
this life only, seeking the
approval of your peers and
reaping or trying to reap the
rewards of this life?
Or by contrast, are you a
citizen of heaven?
Are you counting the
attractions of this world as a
distraction, as rubbish, as a
hindrance?
And rather than counting on
them, you're focusing on the
prize that lies ahead, waiting
for Christ to rescue us and
transform us into a new and
glorious existence.
To try to put all this
together, I want to focus on
three final ideas.
Throughout this whole chapter,
the focus is on Christ's role in
bringing all this about.
It starts with a warning
against the Judaizers about
counting on faith and wanting to
be resurrected and setting our
eyes on the goal.
But notice how many times he
tells us that we have all this
because of Jesus Christ.
Look at three three.
We are the true circumcision
who worship in the Spirit of God
and glory in Christ Jesus.
3 7, I count it as lost for the
sake of Christ.
3 8, I count everything as lost
because of the surpassing worth
of knowing Christ Jesus my
Lord.
For his sake I have suffered
the loss of all things and count
them as rubbish in order that I
may gain Christ.
And then three nine, and be
found in him, not having a
righteousness of my own that
comes through the law, but that
which comes through faith in
Christ.
three ten, that I may know him
and the power of his
resurrection, and the fellowship
of his sufferings being
conformed to his death.
But I press on in order that I
may lay hold of that for which I
also was laid hold of by Jesus
Christ.
three fourteen.
Christ is our model for
suffering, he's our model of the
resurrection life.
We need the same power that
raised him to work in our lives.
And notice Paul says that
Christ Himself is instrumental
in bringing all this about.
320 and 21, but our citizenship
is in heaven, and from it we
await a Savior, the Lord Jesus
Christ, who will transform our
lowly body to be like his
glorious body by the power that
enables him even to subject all
things to himself.
This hope that we have is
something that Jesus Himself
will bring about.
Christ is at the beginning, the
middle, and the end.
He is our entrance into eternal
life, he's our model for how we
live now, and finally through
his power, he will transform us
into glory when he returns.
All religions are not created
equal.
Faith in Jesus Christ is
absolutely central and necessary
to finding eternal life.
It begins with him.
He's our example through the
weight, and he is the one who
will bring it all about.
A second striking feature of
this passage is the contrast
between the heavenly and the
earthly and the focus on this
world or the next.
There's a contrast between
living in this present age and
our future hope.
Living by trying to keep the
law versus living by counting on
faith in Christ.
Living by focusing on the
things of this world, the
comforts of this world, the
glories of this world versus
focusing on the finish line.
Paul has continually made this
contrast and encouraged us and
the Philippians to focus on the
heavenly, to run like a runner
to the finish line.
That's the focus we ought to
have.
So, what does it mean to be
heavenly focused?
What would that look like in
our lives as we try to focus on
the finish line?
Well, the analogy that makes
the most sense to me to explain
this is that we are travelers on
a journey.
Think about travelers.
Travelers are still very
involved in the day-to-day
issues of life.
They still need to eat and
sleep and take care of business
and their fellow travelers.
They need to be prepared for
the hardships that may come
their way or the obstacles that
may lie in the journey.
So they're still living daily
life.
They find opportunities to sit
around the campfire and
encourage each other.
We travelers find opportunities
to scale rocky walls and
struggle with each foothold.
Travelers have times of feast,
they have times of famine, times
of sunshine, times of storm.
But through it all, we see
ourselves as travelers.
We are on a road to someplace
else.
We are not settlers.
We're not expecting this land
that we are traveling through to
satisfy us and fulfill us.
We're not looking around for a
place to set down roots, we're
not looking for a place to dig
in and really make home in that
sense because ultimately we know
this place is not our home.
We are going someplace else.
We're not expecting this land
to satisfy us because how could
it?
It's not our destination.
As we travel, our decisions are
informed by our ultimate
destination.
Our goals, our needs, our
wants, our wishes are shaped by
where we think we're going,
where we know we're going, and
we are focused on making sure
that our journey is successful
and we reach that final
destination.
Sure, we try to treat people
well as we travel, but we have a
particular kinship with our
fellow travelers.
And many of the settlers and
the lands we pass through aren't
going to like us.
We're foreigners, we're
interlopers, we're not one of
them.
So this focus on the finish
line, on the heavenly goal,
doesn't remove us from life in
the present age, but it gives us
clarity.
It gives us a perspective on
what's important and what isn't.
We can be patient and accepting
and concerned about other
people's problems because we're
fellow travelers.
We ought to want to help and
encourage each other to get to
the finish line.
It doesn't give us an excuse to
say, oh, don't bother me with
your whiny needs because I'm so
focused on the finish line.
That's not justified.
Rather, we ought to want to
help each other reach that goal,
to endure to the end, to make
it to the finish line.
Settlers are the ones who are
focused on their appetites, on
making the most of their time
here and now.
They're focused on getting this
place wherever they are, this
place to pay off, while
travelers are looking ahead to
the ultimate destination.
And finally, the third striking
thing about this passage is I
find this contrast between not
being perfect but being mature
very helpful to daily life.
Faith is something real and
substantial.
It changes the way we live, it
changes the way we think, it
changes the way we act and speak
every day.
A mature faith looks to the
cross of Christ for salvation, a
mature faith is willing to
suffer for believing in Christ.
A mature faith sets its hope on
the coming inheritance and the
kingdom of God and the glorious
transformation Christ will bring
with him when he returns.
And Paul sees himself as having
that kind of mature faith that
holds fast to the hope and the
word of life.
He is calling us to follow his
example.
That's real, that's real
change.
That's something about us we
can look at and say, I'm
different today.
My life is different now than
it was five years ago.
I have this inner rock of faith
that I didn't have before.
And yet, Paul insists he is not
arrived yet.
He is mature in faith, but he
is still not the person he wants
to be.
In fact, he says he's very far
from it.
He's still struggling with the
futility of this world, the
fallenness of his age, and he
doesn't want us to think that he
or we are perfect now.
He doesn't want us to think
this is it, this is as good as
it gets, and we have everything
we're ever going to have.
Paul is confident that God is
at work in our lives now, but he
is not done yet.
And a mature faith recognizes
how far we still have to go,
that we're not there yet.
It seems to me we get those two
things mixed up.
Yes, our lives are about these
two kind of perfections, but we
mix them up.
We look at our selfishness and
our failures, and we get
discouraged because we have not
yet crossed the finish line.
We compare ourselves to others
and think, oh, I'm such a loser.
Look at how I'm struggling, and
she doesn't seem to have a care
in the world.
We yell at our kids or blow off
a coworker and we beat
ourselves up because, oh look,
I've blown it again.
And I think from Paul's
perspective, we would have to
say, why does that surprise us?
The fact that we're not
perfectly obedient should not
come as a surprise.
Paul said three times in this
short little passage, I'm not
there yet.
Well, if he's not there yet,
why do we think we've reached
the goal?
So we beat ourselves up over
yesterday's failures, but then
we barely notice when our faith
holds fast through a trial or
through that failure or through
selfishness.
And I think we should instead
rejoice in that perseverance.
We should be grateful and
thankful that God has given us a
faith that is still holding on.
So I raised the question in the
beginning, what should I do
when I sin and sin repeatedly?
What should I do if I struggle
with, say, anger or impatience,
and the struggle just never
seems to end?
Well, here's my best advice.
Repent.
Repent and ask God to change
you, and then trust and wait.
We recognize sin is sin, we
recognize that we're sinners, we
recognize that we need the
power that raised Jesus from the
dead to deal with our
sinfulness.
All of that is true.
We don't want to excuse sin, we
don't want to justify it, we
don't want to discount it, we
want to recognize it for the
problem it is and humbly ask God
to both forgive us and change
us.
Then we trust and wait.
Or as Paul says, forgetting
what lies behind, we press on
toward the goal.
I think God's goal now in this
age is to mature our faith.
All the being perfect and
without blemish in that sense is
for the next age.
We ought not to be surprised
when we see yet more evidence of
sin and futility in our lives.
Rather, we want to shift our
focus to asking the question,
where is my faith in this?
Who am I counting on to change
me?
Where does my hope lie?
It's not in trying harder, it's
in the blood of Christ.
And then we ought to rejoice
when we see our faith standing
firm and strong and growing
toward the church.