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Krisan Marotta: Thank you for
listening to the Wednesday in
the Word podcast.
I'm Krisan Marotta.
Today we'll be looking at
Jeremiah chapter 20, verses 7
through 18.
This is the eighth talk in our
series on the book of Jeremiah.
You can find lecture notes and
links to everything mentioned in
the talk on our website at
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Jeremiah 8.
Thank you for listening.
Well, the holidays are almost
upon us.
Thanksgiving's next week.
You might not know that because
of all the Christmas
decorations that are up.
But I was looking around and I
found on NetDoctor, which is one
of these online medical sites,
they did a survey of depression
at Christmas time, and almost
half of their respondents said
they dreaded Christmas.
And when asked if you're
depressed, does Christmas weight
make it worse?
57% said often or always.
So why do people find the
holidays so depressing?
The majority of people on, at
least in this survey, blamed who
they had to spend the holiday
with.
So, contrary to how how they
would like to spend the holiday,
they said they had to spend
Christmas with their families,
and that brought up all the
tensions and family sibling
rivalry and all that stuff.
And then if you have
separation, divorce, and
singleness, people can be
celebrating alone, making them
feel isolated.
And people who've lost a loved
one are usually particularly
mindful of that loss at
Christmas time.
And if you can't travel back to
your hometown, you often feel
left out.
But you know, being surrounded
by families and and friends at
holidays can sometimes isn't
much better because you have all
the extra stress of you have to
cook a lot more and you have to
entertain a lot more and your
house has to look perfect, and
then all those long-standing
hurts and family rivalries kind
of come to the surface, and then
there's the financial stress of
all the extra money you're
spending.
So why are the holidays so
depressing?
Well, what bringing that up
because the question we're going
to talk about today is why is
life so hard?
So, why does the joy of
Christmas, you know, sometimes
you think, oh, I'm supposed to
be joyful, but if you've lost a
loved one, it just doesn't seem
so joyful.
And how do we get past all the
expectations of life is going to
be one way, but it's actually
another way?
Why is life so hard?
So in the passage we're
studying today, Jeremiah hits
rock bottom and he cries out
asking that very question.
At the beginning of the series,
we looked at his call and we
saw how God formed him and how
he was defining his role as a
prophet, and there are several
references in chapter 20 back to
his call narrative.
And there's a sense in which
Jeremiah knows that God is
writing his story, but he's not
happy with the way God is
writing it.
It's just too hard.
And I think we all feel that
way at times.
We look at our lives and we
think, why did it turn out this
way?
Why didn't it turn out that
way?
Or we look at other people's
lives and we think, well, if my
life was more like hers, it
would be so much easier.
So we all come to this place
where we ask, why is my life so
hard?
Why do I have to endure this
particular problem or experience
this pain or go through that
situation?
And in Jeremiah 20, we're going
to see Jeremiah ask that same
question.
So we're going to be looking at
chapter 20, concentrating on
verses 7 through 18.
This whole section is poetry.
There are three different
stanzas in the poem.
The first one is verses 7 to
10, and that's where he kind of
starts out painful.
The second one is 11 through
13, where he gets hopeful, and
then the third, 14 through 18,
he crashes into complete
darkness.
So we go from bad to better to
worse.
And there's no clean resolution
at the end.
We're left with this open-ended
question, but I think we can
learn from that open end.
So to set the context, I want
to go back to chapter 19.
Just to set the stage, Jeremiah
has been preaching about the
coming destruction of Jerusalem,
and chapter 19 ends with this.
This is 1915.
Thus says the Lord of hosts,
the God of Israel, Behold, I am
bringing upon the city and upon
all its towns all the disaster
that I have pronounced against
it, because they have stiffened
their neck, refusing to hear my
words.
So we've talked before how
Jeremiah was a prophet to the
southern kingdom.
He is preaching that Babylon is
coming, they are going to win,
they are going to level
Jerusalem and take the people
into exile, but that the exile
within will end.
And you can imagine that was
not a very popular message.
The priest hated him because
he's prophesying this temple
would be destroyed.
The people didn't believe him,
they didn't want to listen to
him.
And Jeremiah crossed pass with
one particular priest at several
points in this book.
His name is, I'm not sure how
you pronounce it, but we're
going to say it's Pashur.
And he was the chief officer of
the temple.
So you can imagine when
Jeremiah is talking about the
temples being destroyed, he
would take this personally
because his function was to
maintain order in the temple and
its grounds and to eject any
troublemakers or deal with them.
And he probably thought, well,
Jeremiah is the chief
troublemaker of all.
Now you'll notice there are two
Peshurs mentioned in the book,
the one we have here in chapter
20, and there's another one
who's referred to as Peshur the
son of Malkaiah.
He's a different guy.
This is Peshur the son of
Immer.
This Peshur goes into exile in
597 BC as Jeremiah prophesies.
And then we see another man in
the office of chief officer of
the temple later in Jeremiah.
So in the first six verses of
chapter 20, we learn that Peshur
punished Jeremiah for preaching
this message of destruction.
Look at 20 verses 1 through 2.
Now Peshur the priest, the son
of Immer, who was the chief
officer in the house of the
Lord, heard Jeremiah prophesying
these things.
Then Peshur beat Jeremiah the
prophet and put him in stocks
that were in the upper gate, at
the upper Benjamin gate of the
house of the Lord.
So he hears Jeremiah preaching
that disaster is coming, that
Babylon's going to win.
He beats him and puts him in
the stocks.
And the language is unclear
whether he himself did the
beating or he just ordered
someone to do it.
It could be either way.
And the stocks is a word for
prison.
So don't think like colonial
stocks where you would stand
with your head and arms and a
yoke.
This is probably a very small,
locked room where you were
unable to stretch out or stand
up.
So you'd be put in this
cramped, confined space, unable
to move or straighten for a
period of time.
So our passage picks up after
Jeremiah's release from prison,
and I think this is probably his
response to that situation.
So let's look at the first
stanza, verses 7 through 10.
O Lord, you have deceived me
and I was deceived.
You have overcome me and
prevailed.
I have become a laughing stock
all day long.
Everyone mocks me.
For each time I speak I cry
aloud.
I proclaim violence and
destruction, because for me the
word of the Lord has resulted in
reproach and derision all day
long.
But if I say, I will not
remember him, or speak any more
in his name, then in my heart it
becomes like a burning fire,
shut up in my bones, and I am
weary of holding it in, and I
cannot endure it.
For I have heard the whispering
of the many, terror on every
side, denounce him.
Yes, let us denounce him.
All my trusted friends,
watching for my fall, say
perhaps he will be deceived, so
that we may prevail against him
and take our revenge on him.
So these verses start out
really dramatically.
Jeremiah accuses God of
deceiving him, overpowering him,
and prevailing against him.
And watch the use of the word
prevail in this passage.
It's one of our key words.
Now think about Jeremiah
probably expected when he was
called to be a prophet, this
would be a great calling,
because this would be like, you
know, being a Nobel
Prize-winning professor, where
you're an expert in your field
and you're going to be famous,
and you can bask in all that
respect and authority, and the
community would seek you out
because you have the word of the
Lord and they would want to
learn the word of the Lord.
And life would be good because
you're going to be one of the
elites.
This would be good.
But instead, what he gets is
he's ridiculed, he's mocked,
he's beaten, he's imprisoned.
So he's saying, God tricked me.
I thought being a prophet was
going to be this one kind of
calling, but in fact, it's
something very different.
It looks very different.
And he uses very strong
language here.
The language of being deceived,
overpowered, and prevailed upon
has sexual overtones.
It's like he was preyed upon
and then ravaged.
This is not a polite complaint.
This is raw and bitter.
This is very hurt accusations
against God.
And he's referring back to his
calling, saying, You tricked me,
you called me into this, you
told me I was going to have this
kind of life.
You told me you made this life
for me from before I was born.
And look how terrible it is.
One commentator observed, only
one who walked intimately with
God would dare to speak as
Jeremiah did.
And we're going to talk more
about that in a minute.
So he complains that his
suffering are a direct result of
his calling.
Look at verse 8.
For each time I speak, I cry
aloud, I proclaim violence and
destruction, because for me the
word of the Lord has resulted in
reproach and derision all day
long.
This verse has a parallel
structure where he says, I speak
and I cry out, and I have to
speak about violence and
destruction, but speaking about
violence and destruction causes
me violence and destruction.
It causes me insult and
reproach.
So, in a sense, he says, Look,
God, it's your fault I'm
experiencing all this pain.
This calling that you gave me
has resulted in great personal
suffering.
When I speak, the message
you've given me, it's a message
of violence, and it just brings
violence back on my head.
And he can't stop.
Look at verse 9.
But if I say I will not
remember him or speak any more
in his name, then in my heart it
becomes like a burning fire,
shut up in my bones, and I am
weary of holding it in, and I
cannot endure it.
Because what's the obvious
solution for Jeremiah?
If your calling's causing you
pain, you quit.
You know the old joke, doctor,
my arm hurts when I do this, and
the doctor says, Don't do that.
You know, that's the obvious
solution.
That's the simple one.
Stop the thing that's causing
you the pain.
Abandon your calling.
But he can't stop.
He says, when I neglect the
word of God, when I try to stop
preaching, God's word burns like
a fire within him until he
threatens to boil over and he
has to let it out.
He can't stop preaching.
Now, I just as an aside, I find
that verse very interesting
because I've been teaching Bible
study since I was in my 20, and
it's almost every year I get to
a point where I'm burned out
and I think, I'm gonna quit.
This is just too much work,
takes too much time and effort,
I'm not gonna do this anymore.
And every time I try to quit,
it's like my soul dries up and
blows away.
I have this compulsion.
I have to go back and study the
Bible.
And then when I study it, I get
to a point where I feel like
I'm gonna burst unless someone,
I can tell someone what I've
learned.
So it was encouraging to read
this in Jeremiah and think, oh,
maybe I feel a little bit of
what he felt.
So he can't stop, but his
preaching results in
persecution.
Look at verse 10.
For I have heard the whispering
of the many, terror on every
side, denounce him.
Yes, let us denounce him.
All my trusted friends watching
for my fall say, perhaps he
will be deceived, so that we may
prevail against him and take
our revenge upon him.
So he's faithful to his call,
but everyone's out to get him.
Even his trusted friends are
watching for him to make one
little mistake or let his guard
down for a moment so they can
take their revenge on him.
He can't stop preaching.
His preaching results in
persecution.
He's doing what God called him
to do and giving him
responsibility for, and it's
resulting in suffering.
Now think about that.
Because what do we think should
happen when we do the right
thing?
We do the right thing and
everyone should praise us,
right?
You do the right thing and
everyone should say, Oh, great,
and you get praise and glory and
honor, and you get the key to
the city, and everyone should
love you and pat you on the back
and say, What a great job! And
blessings just rain down on your
head because, after all, you're
doing the right thing.
But instead, Jeremiah got
beaten and thrown into prison.
So here's the first thing we
learn from Jeremiah in this
passage.
Doing the right thing does not
guarantee an easy life.
So, contrary to our
expectations, doing the right
thing does not guarantee that
you'll have an easy life.
In fact, I think in many cases
it means the opposite.
Peter writes on the same theme,
this is 1 Peter chapter 4,
verses 12 through 14.
Beloved, do not be surprised at
the fiery ordeal among you
which comes upon you for your
testing, as though some strange
thing were happening to you.
He says, Look, don't be
surprised when the fiery ordeal
comes your way.
It's not strange, it's not
unusual.
Verse 13, but to the degree
that you share the sufferings of
Christ, keep on rejoicing, so
that also at the revelation of
his glory you may rejoice with
exaltation.
If you are reviled for the name
of Christ, you are blessed
because the spirit of glory and
of God rest on you.
It's the same idea.
He says, look, don't be
surprised.
You do the right thing,
persecution comes at you.
If you're reviled because
you're doing the right thing, if
you're reviled for the name of
Christ, you're blessed because
that shows that you are His.
So following God may mean you
go to a dark place.
It may be a place of loneliness
or ridicule or persecution.
And in chapter 15, 17, Jeremiah
Jeremiah writes, Everyone else
was happy but him.
This is 1517.
I did not sit in the circle of
merry makers, nor did I exalt.
Because of your hand upon me, I
sat alone, for you filled me
with indignation.
Basically he's saying, I had no
friends, I couldn't go out and
have fun with my friends and do
what they were doing.
We know he never married.
He has says he has no rest and
relaxation because of the job
the Lord has called him to do.
So our dark places may look
different depending on what God
has called us to.
Some people in the world are
being ridiculed, beaten, and
executed even today for their
following the Lord.
That's not true for most of us
here in America, at least for
now.
But God could call us into
other kinds of dark places.
Maybe it's not getting the job
you want, or losing a friend, or
being ridiculed for your faith,
or not being able to get
pregnant, or having a really
difficult marriage, or a
difficult illness, or just being
lonely and not feeling
connected to anyone around you.
So I don't know where you're at
now, what things you may be
suffering or going through now
or in the future, but we can
learn from Jeremiah that this is
normal.
This can be a normal part of
the Christian life.
If you may be doing the
absolute right thing and it's
still normal, it doesn't mean
you've disobeyed God
necessarily.
And those places can feel
hopeless.
In verse 7, Jeremiah says God
deceived him and prevailed
against him.
In verse 10, he says his
enemies are deceiving him or
hoping to deceive him and
prevail against him.
So he's trapped.
No matter where he looks, it
doesn't look good.
Everyone's against him.
And he's saying, Life is just
too hard.
The people around him are
making it harder.
God seems to be making it
harder.
And he says, basically, this
calling does not seem to be such
a good deal.
Immediately after that, he goes
into praise.
His tone changes completely.
So we have this intense, raw,
not very polite, you know, not
restrained in any way, complaint
to God.
And then the next section, 11
through 13, he is completely
upside down.
It's a whole, he's like turned
around entirely.
So let's look at that.
This is 20, 11 through 13.
But the Lord is with me like a
dread champion.
Therefore my persecutors will
stumble and not prevail.
They will be utterly ashamed
because they have failed with an
everlasting disgrace that will
not be forgotten.
Yet, O Lord of hosts, you who
test the righteous, who see the
mind and the heart, let me see
your vengeance on them, for to
you I have set forth my cause.
Sing to the Lord, Praise the
Lord, for he has delivered the
soul of the needy one from the
hand of the evildoers.
So this stanza is what
commentators call an expression
of trust.
It's a common form of Hebrew
poetry.
It's often in the Psalms and in
the prophetic writings, and the
key thing is it begins, but
God, almost entirely, something
like but the Lord, or but God.
Here's all the stuff that's
happening around me, here's what
my life looks like, but God.
Here he says he's with me like
a mighty warrior, he's or a
dread champion.
So here's the way it looks if
you focus on the outward
circumstances, but here's what I
know God is actually doing, and
you get this expression of
trust.
And again, one of the key words
here is prevail.
So in the previous section,
Jeremiah was upset that God had
prevailed against him and
tricked him into this calling.
He's angry that his enemies are
plotting against him so that
they could prevail against him.
But here he's turned that
around, he's confident his
persecutors will not prevail.
On the contrary, they're going
to fail because God is with him.
So they will experience eternal
shame while Jeremiah's shame
and suffering is temporary.
So that raises the question:
how did he change his tone so
quickly?
Is this just, you know, the
plastic smile that he's putting
on to cover up the pain?
I don't think so.
He gives us an explanation in
verse 12.
Notice there's a little word
for and a clause that follows
it, and for often introduces the
reason or the cause for
something.
So here's the explanation, I
think, as to how he can express
this bitter complaint and then
turn around and offer joyous
praise.
Yet, O Lord of hosts, you who
test the righteous, who see the
mind and the heart, let me see
your vengeance on them, for to
you I have set forth my cause,
or to you I have committed my
cause.
I think this is the source of
the turnaround.
He brought his complaint before
God.
He told God in no uncertain
terms how upset he was.
He complained about the
ridicule, the pain, the perse
persecution with brutal honesty.
He pours it all out and he lays
it at God's feet, and he says,
What I'm doing is committing my
cause to God.
I've expressed myself to him,
and now I am free to rest in the
knowledge that he is in
control, and it is in his hands.
So it's this complain and then
rest in the one you have
complained to.
He's told God how hard things
are, and then he rests, knowing
that God is going to do what's
best.
So there's this complain, rest
in God's judgment.
He's turned to the only one who
can actually solve the
problems, the only one who can
give him hope and sustain his
strength and his faith and his
weary bones.
And having done that, he's free
to praise.
So this is the second thing we
learned from Jeremiah 20.
We complain to God, then we
rest in his judgment.
And you see this all the time.
When my kids were little, they
loved to play together.
It was one of their favorite
things to do.
They liked having their friends
over, but when they they also
liked it when their friends
could leave so they could play
with each other.
But of course, when they played
with each other, problems
erupted.
You know, one would take a toy
the other one wanted, or someone
would take a turn that was too
long, or do something the other
one didn't like.
And when these fights erupted,
they had a choice.
They could take matters into
their own hands, which sometimes
they did, and exact vengeance,
in which case, you know, they'd
hit or grab or push or whatever
to get what they wanted.
Or they could come crying to
mommy and say, Mommy, make it
right, because mommy had the
power, the proper wisdom and
perspective to decide who got
punished and who didn't, what
kind of retribution should be
taken and how to put things
right.
That's one of the roles we
parents play with our kids.
We establish justice.
So our children are to bring
their concerns, their complaints
to us parents, to let us know
what happened, and they expect
us to have the wisdom to solve
the problem.
And sometimes they even suggest
a punishment.
You know, I think my sister
really should go into timeout or
whatever.
But it's our decision who, if
anyone, gets punished and how.
It's their job, their role to
complain, then they trust us to
use good judgment.
And that's what we see Jeremiah
doing here.
He brings his complaint before
God, and then he rests in God's
sovereign justice.
So I don't think this is fake
praise or a plastic smile.
I don't think He's saying these
cliches because he knows he's
supposed to say them.
That's the Christian thing to
do.
I think he can speak this
praise because he has brought
his pain to God and now he
trusts him with us with it.
So that teaches us this
two-part dynamic of expressing
our pain to God and then
trusting him for the outcome.
This kind of complain, rest,
complain, rest.
We get those out of balance and
we have troubles.
We complain without rest.
We're in trouble.
Sometimes we can't rest because
we haven't complained.
So sometimes, you know, we're
full and overflowing with
complaints.
We can't believe what's going
on.
We complain to everyone who'll
listen, to our spouses, our
friends.
And sometimes we complain to
God, but then we forget to step
back and say, I've committed my
cause to Him.
I've told Him honestly,
brutally honestly, maybe how I
feel and what's going on.
Now I can rest.
And other times, and I think
this happens a lot in Christian
communities, we expect people to
rest before they've had that
chance to complain.
So sometimes committing your
cause to God is a process.
It may happen quickly, but it
could take weeks of repeatedly
going back to God, of laying it
at his feet every time the
stress starts building or the
pain starts coming.
But what's true, I think, of
most Christian communities is
we're very uncomfortable with
unresolved pain or people in the
midst of a hard time.
So we want to fix it.
We want it to get resolved
right away.
And we exert this kind of
subtle pressure to say, move on
to that praise thing, even if
they haven't reached that place
yet.
So we want people to rest, but
we have to be willing to give
them time to sort through those
emotions to come through them,
to bring their complaints before
God.
And that's kind of, I think
that's what we want.
We all have these lists of
phone numbers on our
refrigerator, you know, who you
call in the case of emergency,
you know, the doctor, the
dentist, the gas company, poison
control.
When something happens, we want
to be able to call someone and
someone that knows what they're
doing, and then rest in the fact
that they will make a good
decision.
And that's what we do with God.
We complain, but we rest.
That's a critical aspect, I
think.
And we see this in other
scriptures.
We'll see, you see Moses
complaining to God at times.
David, Jesus in the Garden of
Gethsemane is probably the
quintessential one, the pouring
out his heart, and then not my
will, but your will.
We see Paul at some time
despairing of life.
That's how we relate to God.
In the midst of the pain, we go
to him, we complain, and then
we rest.
So we started with his
complaint, which God led him
into this dark place because of
his calling.
We see his expression of trust
and resting in God's judgments.
And now the passage should end,
right?
We're done, good, wrapped it
all up, and yet we have this
next section where the tone
changes again.
He goes back to complaint, only
this time it's darker, it's
more painful, and it's more
hopeless.
This is him and his most raw.
There's nothing held back here.
So the first complaint is the
kind of thing you might get if
you ask someone at church on
Sunday morning, uh, how are you
doing?
And they say, Well, you know,
things aren't very good right
now.
I'm having a tough time.
This is what you might get if
you ask them at 1 a.m.
You know, when they can't sleep
and they're all alone and
they're completely overwhelmed.
This is Jeremiah falling apart.
Look at 20, 14 through 18.
Cursed be the day when I was
born.
Let the day not be blessed when
my mother bore me.
Cursed be the man who brought
the news to my father, saying, A
baby boy has been born to you
and made him very happy.
But let that man be like the
cities which the Lord overthrew
without relenting, and let him
hear an outcry in the morning
and a shout of alarm at noon,
because he did not kill me
before birth, so that my mother
would have been my grave and her
womb ever pregnant.
Why did I ever come forth from
the womb to look on trouble and
sorrow, so that my days have
been spent in shame?
So he's cursing the day of his
birth.
This is a common explanation
for people in difficult
situations.
We see it in the book of Job.
We see it in things like
Homer's Iliad and Shakespeare's
Hamlet.
The idea is no existence at all
would have been better than
what I'm experiencing right now.
But he goes further than that
and he curses the man who
brought the news of his birth.
It's like, okay, it's not
enough to say I shouldn't have
been born.
He's even cursing the
messenger.
Now, this is speculation on my
part, but I think one of the
reasons he's cursing the
messenger is because he was a
messenger.
And that's what's causing him
pain.
The message he's he's burdened
to deliver is what's causing all
the pain.
So I think he's lashing out at
the messenger because he's tired
of being God's messenger.
And then it gets worse.
As we keep reading, he's kind
of sinking deeper and deeper,
and he says, okay, it's not
enough that to curse the day he
was born and the messenger, he
says, Why didn't that messenger
kill my mother so that I would
uh her womb would have been my
permanent grave?
That that's pretty dark, you
have to admit that.
Well, that is hitting rock
bottom, and we're not used to
seeing that kind of angst or
emotion in the Bible.
But we see Jeremiah here
complain to God, trust him, and
now we see him falling apart
again.
And I don't know about you, but
I've had those kinds of
meltdowns where you just feel
terrible about life and you
think there's no way you can get
up in the morning, you can't
face one more day.
And I love the fact that in
God's words we see a prophet who
had this unique relationship
with God hitting that same
place.
So here's the third thing we
learned from Jeremiah.
It's normal to experience both
those highs and those lows.
I think having this passage in
the Bible suggests that this is
a normal part of our experience
as we follow God.
We trust Him sometimes, we fall
apart sometimes, sometimes we
hit bottom.
It's a normal part of the
Christian life.
But we're not really
comfortable with Christians
hitting bottom.
We think, well, it really
shouldn't be like that.
Maybe you have some unconfessed
sin in your life, or maybe you
just need to trust God more, or
maybe you're not doing this or
that or whatever.
And there's this attitude in
Christian circles sometimes that
it's not okay to struggle, that
it's not okay to struggle like
we see Jeremiah struggling here.
And yet that doesn't make sense
with what we see in Scripture.
The Bible shows us Jeremiah
cursing the day of his birth.
We see David looking back over
his life after the Absalom story
with deep regret and
depression.
We see Paul despairing of life
at one point.
And I think we have to realize
that's normal.
And I worry that in our
Christian community it's not
usually okay for people to get
really discouraged or depressed.
We want to fix them right away.
It's like we have this narrow
bend of acceptable emotion
that's that's okay.
And if you're sadder than
you're supposed to be, or you're
happier than you're supposed to
be, then something's wrong and
we don't like it.
We want you to kind of fit into
the happy medium.
When I edit these podcasts, I
use this feature called a
compressor, which levels out all
the highs and lows, so it makes
the volume more even when
you're listening.
So it basically takes a bunch
of sound that's bouncing up and
down in this dramatic range, and
it compresses it down to this
nice, even, narrow range.
And sometimes I think that's
what we do as Christians.
We expect each other to fit in
the nice narrow range of
emotions, but the Bible shows us
there's a wide range of
emotions.
Spiritual maturity is not
getting to a place where you
don't get too sad or too
excited.
Spiritual maturity is turning
to God in the midst of that,
whatever it is, no matter how
high or how low.
And that brings us to the
fourth thing we learned from
Jeremiah.
He falls apart, but he falls
apart to God.
Look where he's going with that
pain.
This is a direct address to the
Lord.
He is talking to God.
Even in the midst of his
meltdown, he's turning to his
relationship with his father.
So he's cursing the day of his
birth, he's weeping, but he's
weeping in worship.
So this passage is dark, no
doubt about it.
But notice what he doesn't say.
He curses the day of his birth,
he curses the messenger, he
wishes he were dead, but he
never curses God.
He does not ever cross that
line.
Even when he hits rock bottom
and falls completely apart, he
falls apart at God's feet.
Job does the same thing when
you see his wife telling him,
just curse God and die in
chapter 2, and he says, No,
that's one thing I can't do.
He said plenty of other things
to God, but he never curses God.
And we see Jeremiah come short
of that as well.
I think if he did curse God,
then we'd have a true tragedy.
That would be just weeping.
But he's not just weeping, he's
weeping in worship.
He's angry, he's bitter, he's
depressed, he's spiteful, but he
is all of that in a
conversation with God.
He never turns away.
Remember, he commits his cause
to God, the one who can truly
help.
And that's the last thing I
think.
Even at our darkest moments,
that's where we want to go, to
God's feet.
It's okay to hit those rock
bottom passage times in our
lives, but the place you want to
go is to God and all of that.
And we can be brutally honest
with him and tell him how we're
feeling and what's going on and
how it seems unfair or too
overwhelming.
But we go to him with it and
let and then rest, seek that
rest that he is in control.
So the passage concludes with
Jeremiah asking a question, I
think the one that's really on
his mind, why?
Why was I born so that I could
experience such pain in 2018?
Why did I ever come forth from
the womb to look on trouble and
sorrow so that my days have been
spent in shame?
He's basically saying, Why was
I ever born if this was the life
I was going to live?
This is the life you called me
to.
And we don't get an answer in
this passage.
But I think we know the answer
from other scripture.
It ends with an unanswered
question, but it's not really
unanswered in the rest of
Scripture.
Yes, God asked Jeremiah to
endure terrible difficulty, but
it's for a purpose.
Look through all the New
Testament letters that talk
about suffering, and they speak
over and over again that there
is a purpose behind it, that
this is for the sake of
something, that this isn't
random, this isn't just
capricious on God's part, that
He is telling a story, that
story has a great and glorious
ending.
This is part of it.
We may not understand what the
purpose is this side of heaven,
but there is always, always a
purpose.
And I think that can give us
the courage to endure.
So that brings us back to the
question: why is life so hard?
Well, it's hard because God may
ask us to endure really
difficult things, because that's
part of the story.
Part of Jeremiah's pain was
caused by doing the right thing,
by fulfilling his calling and
doing exactly what God asked him
to do.
And the Bible is pretty clear
that just as the world hated and
persecuted Jesus for the
message he brought, so Jeremiah
is persecuted and hated for the
message he preached.
And we will be hated and
persecuted at times because of
being Christians.
Another part of his suffering
just comes from living in a
fallen world.
He's living in a sinful, broken
world in the midst of a
rebellious generation, and
judgment is coming.
So life is hard because we live
in a world that is still
sinful.
God has not yet made everything
right.
We have hope.
We wait for the kingdom of God,
we wait for the day of justice
when God will finally free us
not only from the penalty of sin
but its presence and power.
So we wait for the Lord to come
back and set us, set things
right and take us home, but in
the meantime, we're going to
experience the consequences of
our own sin and the sin of those
around us.
That's just part of living in a
fallen world.
Since Jeremiah doesn't actually
answer the question, I want to
turn to the book of James for a
minute because James speaks to
the same theme and he answers
the question.
He begins his letter with a
call to remain steadfast through
trials, and he comes back to
that in his conclusion.
This is James 5, verses 7 and
8.
Be patient, therefore,
brothers, until the coming of
the Lord.
See how the farmer waits for
the precious fruit of the earth,
being patient about it until it
receives the early and the late
rains.
You also be patient, establish
your hearts for the coming of
the Lord is at hand.
So he's been talking about
trials and being joyful in
trials and standing firm in
trials, and he's encouraging
them to live their lives with
this confident, eager
expectation that the Lord is
coming, the trial will end, the
Lord is compassionate and
merciful, and he will make
things right.
And he gives us this analogy.
See how the farmer waits for
the precious fruit of the earth.
I think his analogy is life has
seasons.
Seasons unfold one after the
other, like the farmer.
You get rain and then you get
drought.
You get planting, then you get
reaping.
You sow your seed and then you
wait for the rains, and then you
wait for the sprouts, and then
you wait for the plant to bear
fruits, and each season follows
another, and the seasons will
come and go.
And I think his analogy is life
has seasons too.
There are going to be seasons
of plenty, there are going to be
seasons of famine, there's
going to be seasons of spiritual
rain and spiritual famine and
spiritual drought, and there
will be spiritual harvest.
So these seasons come and go,
and our job is to wait patiently
for what the Lord will do.
So we accept the hardships, the
drive spells, because we know
they're part of the process of
bringing fruit in the end.
We can't just jump over the
hard parts and skip along the
top of life going from good time
to good time.
That's not how it works.
There are peaks and valleys.
So we wait, standing firm in
the promises.
So in agriculture, we get
hardship is reasonable because
farmers know there are ups and
downs.
There are going to be rains,
and then there's going to be
drought, and then there's going
to be flood, and then, but
eventually there will be a
harvest.
And James is saying trials in
life are like that.
They will end, they have a
purpose, their purpose will be
revealed, and our job is to wait
patiently.
Now, he's not insisting that we
be uh that we be happy in
trials.
As we've seen from Jeremiah, we
may feel nothing of the sort,
but we face them with the
settled conviction of the but
God is a mighty warrior.
I can commit my cause to him
and trust to him.
And trust in his justice.
So we face them with the
settled conviction that there's
a purpose behind it, not a
random purpose, but a great,
wonderful, valuable purpose, and
that we can walk through them
with confidence that they're
preparing us for the day that's
coming.
They're dressing you in a sense
for the day when you will meet
the Lord and be perfect and
complete and lacking in nothing.
Now, of course, the obvious
question is, how long?
How long do I have to wait?
How long do I have to endure?
And notice James says in 5.7,
until the coming of the Lord,
which I take to mean as long as
it takes, till God comes back
and takes you home or puts it
right, you just it may not get
better this side of heaven.
It might, but it might not.
You just wait until God reveals
his purpose.
So that's the goal we're
working toward, the goal of
taking us to maturity, spiritual
maturity, of being with the
Lord when he comes again, when
all things will be re made
right, when we will be made
perfect, complete, mature,
lacking in nothing, every tear
will be wiped away, and every
right will be wrong.
And essentially what James
encourages them to do is go the
distance.
Stand firm and be strong.
Wait as long as it takes.
Keep your eyes on that promise.
It's a promise worth waiting
for.
So learn from the farmer.
Seasons come and go.
Work, rest, work, rest.
Like the farmer, or as we've
seen in Jeremiah, complain and
then rest in God's judgment.
Tell him, be brutally honest
with him, but commit your path
to him and trust him.
So you plant your seeds and
then what do you do?
You wait.
You wait for the early rains,
you wait for the late rains.
Or we would say, do whatever
God has called you to do, and
then wait.
Sometimes it's drought,
sometimes it's flood, sometimes
everything is just right.
So Jeremiah's suffering,
though, was not, you know, a
little dry season between the
early and late rains.
We could describe his more as
wave after wave of persecution
and punishment and this
overwhelming uh storm.
He had a very difficult life.
There was no easy button for
him to push.
So we don't see him answering
in this passage, why is my life
so hard?
But we see other scriptures
saying, in the end, there's a
purpose for it all.
In the end, there is a God
behind everything.
He's redeeming, he's working,
he's putting things right, he's
telling the story, that story is
worth telling.
Even in Jeremiah, we're going
to look at the passages where he
talks about the exile will end,
and that's a promise for us
too.
One day we will see those
promises fulfilled.
We will see the wonderful,
glorious goal that all the
trials have taken us to.
Paul writes in 2 Corinthians 4
17, for this momentary light
affliction is preparing us for
eternal weight of glory beyond
all comparison.
He's talking about what
Jeremiah is just going through.
He calls it light momentary
affliction.
You know, that that didn't seem
so light what we were reading.
And yet his point is compared
to what's coming, compared to
the glory that's coming, it's
not even comparable.
This momentary light of fiction
is preparing us for an eternal
weight of glory beyond all
comparison.
That's the promise.
The trial will end, and it is
taking you someplace you really
want to go, to a place of a
strong, mature faith that will
stand on judgment day and be
washed clean by the blood of
Jesus.
So one day the trial will end,
one day the purpose will be
revealed, and it will be more
wonderful than we can ever
imagine.
Because the day is coming, it
really is coming when God's
going to turn to his son and
say, It's time, go and bring my
children home.
That day is coming, and it's
our job to wait patiently for
it.
Let's pray.
Father, we know that life is
hard.
And I just pray for each person
here, because I know in a room
this size there are people
experiencing some really dark
times.
Maybe they're hit, they've
already hit bottom, maybe
they're about to hit bottom, and
I just pray that this truth
would ring through to them, that
we would know that you are our
God in the hard times, whether
it's joy or pain, whether it's
darkness or light, in a specific
moment in our lives, that you
are still God, and we can
worship you in all of it.
And I pray that for each of us
as we face those difficult
times, uh, that you would keep
our faith strong, keep our
hearts turned to you, and that
it would be a time of
strengthening us in our
relationship with you, and not a
time where we are tempted to
turn away.
We ask all this indeed today.